At times I can be very indecisive and there has been times when I have lived to regret the choices I have made.
At the moment I am thinking I have just made the biggest mistake of my life
As most of you know I long to live in Downham Market, how I ended up here is another story.
A friend of mine has recently bought a house with her partner after living in a housing Association house in Downham market for many years.
Before they informed the council that they would be moving out they offered to do an exchange with me to get me into Downham and into a nice house.
This was about 4 months ago, Andrew was still working then and would have had no way of getting to work and Matthew didn’t like the idea of yet more change and he takes his GCSE’s this year.
The timing was just wrong.
Part of me just wanted to go ahead and do it but part of me thought how can I upset my boys again after all they have had to deal with over the last few years.
So I reluctantly turned the offer down, everyone at work thought I was mad and I think I maybe was !!
My friends have handed their house over to the council now and I cannot help thinking that I made a huge mistake.
Andrew has now lost his job, so getting to work would have been no problem for him and maybe I could have dealt with Matthew.
Basically I think I have just lost my best chance of ever getting into Downham Market