Finally after 5 years we have accepted that this is home and we wont be moving house.
This is not where we wanted to live but when your in the position I was in you have no choice in these matters.
Ideally I would still love to live in Downham Market but for the boys this would be a disaster.
Most of the time I feel happy when I am at home even when home alone, finally I can relax and read a book or do my knitting.
I persuaded my housing association to do a few small jobs in my house which make a huge difference.
I also managed to get permission to knock down a non supporting wall that divides my kitchen/dinning room.
Of course I realize that getting to spend my weekends in Cambridge helps me like my own home more 🙂
Andrew being able to drive now, also makes life easier for the boys too 🙂
What happens when we can no longer afford petrol I do not know BUT we shall cross that bridge when the day arrives !